Changing

My friend always told me,
It’s not too late for you choose what type of person you want to become.
And be aware of yourself and people around you.

I which I could make a choice that easy.
I know how I react, I know how I behave
but sometimes all of that happen without I notice it.

I hope I can change it right away.
But it’s hard to change with what had happen.
It’s makes my life fill with anger.
It’s makes me loose control.

Please help me went through this matter.
Help me make my decision.
I don’t want to let anybody down.
I don’t want to make anybody hurt,
It’s hurt when you see someone you love and care hurt.

Please.. help me..

Losing

Losing someone you love not because you are fighting or having an misunderstanding.
But losing someone you love because of his pass problem, his pass life.
It’s very hurting.

Don’t you feel, like you are a loser?
Because you loose to someone who you hate the most.
Someone that really love to see your relationship end.
It shows that she’s the winner.
I hate to say this,
I really can’t accept it!
But I don’t have a choice to make.
I have to choose between my future between my love life.
How can you choose that.
I can’t make a choice.
But I have to make a choice.

Making choices is very hard;
unless you’re very sure about your choice.
Making choices you will loose either one.
You can’t have both.

It is very hurting if u loose someone.
Education and love life is a different thing;
Very different.

Make your choice wisely;
Even though it’s going to hurt you so much.

Feeling

Feeling very hard to understand.
Why people like to hurt others people feeling? Don’t they not how does it’s hurt?
People who experienced it before only how does it’s hurt.

Why people we love like to hurt our feeling?
Don’t they know that they hurt us more then people we just know?

Once your heart is hurt it’s very hard to recover.
It’s take times for it to recover.
Please tell me how to face it?