Life

it's been a long time

2010-06-26T09:27:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time since my last post..

well after a found one link about a blog, then only i remember about my blog account.

sometimes,

when i remember about blogging i remember my best friends,

i like to read her post it's very poetic yet it comes from her heart.

after almost a year i didn't her post,

now when i read it i feel like i can see how she concentrate on writing in class as well as she reading her novel. really miss that time.., i hope i can meet her soon.

hey pris it's has been a long time u didnt write in ur blog y?

2009-05-19T19:53:00.000-07:00

i'm damn bored in college....
wat can i do to recover from this boredeness..........

Chance

2009-04-27T20:21:00.001-07:00

There is a chance in people life
People disserve a chance
But,
How about people that already given the chance and destroy it?
Do they disserve the chance?

Why people like to have a chance
But in the end they destroyed it?
Answer is on you..
So think about it.

Hurt

2009-04-25T20:08:00.000-07:00

Is it always happen?
For me yes it always happens.
What is hurt the most,
Is when someone you love or care about,
Left you or lied to you..

I think now I just been hurt badly.
With someone I know that I cared so much.
Well I just need to face it.
It will gone in days maybe not more than 1 hour.

Challenge

2009-04-25T11:29:00.000-07:00

Always come in different category..
Can we change it?
Ask yourself this question.

It’s always comes to me..
In everyway the challenge came..
Whether you can take it or not,
It depends on how you handle it.

How to handle challenge?
There’s a lot of ways to handle challenge.
It’s up to you how you want to handle it,
Badly or smartly.

Thing

2009-04-25T11:19:00.000-07:00

Why is this thing keep happening to me..
Did I just un have luck in this area?
Am I ?
Didn’t I got any luck in this thing?
Or maybe it’s just not my time yet?
When I’ll fine the luck in this thing?

Memory can’t be forgotten

2009-01-04T09:43:00.000-08:00

Time that I spend with my friends.
Time that I spend in college.
Time that I spend with someone special.
Time that I spend with family.

But this time is the time that I spend with my friends.
Spending minutes, hours and days with my friends.
When to the place that I’ve never been before.
Travel far from home that I’ve never think about it before,
Just want to spend time with my friends.

I have great time with my friends for the last minutes, hour and day together.
Here is some picture of me and my friends spending time together.

Changing

2008-12-30T00:12:00.000-08:00

My friend always told me,
It’s not too late for you choose what type of person you want to become.
And be aware of yourself and people around you.

I which I could make a choice that easy.
I know how I react, I know how I behave
but sometimes all of that happen without I notice it.

I hope I can change it right away.
But it’s hard to change with what had happen.
It’s makes my life fill with anger.
It’s makes me loose control.

Please help me went through this matter.
Help me make my decision.
I don’t want to let anybody down.
I don’t want to make anybody hurt,
It’s hurt when you see someone you love and care hurt.

Please.. help me..

Losing

2008-12-25T07:31:00.000-08:00

Losing someone you love not because you are fighting or having an misunderstanding.
But losing someone you love because of his pass problem, his pass life.
It’s very hurting.

Don’t you feel, like you are a loser?
Because you loose to someone who you hate the most.
Someone that really love to see your relationship end.
It shows that she’s the winner.
I hate to say this,
I really can’t accept it!
But I don’t have a choice to make.
I have to choose between my future between my love life.
How can you choose that.
I can’t make a choice.
But I have to make a choice.

Making choices is very hard;
unless you’re very sure about your choice.
Making choices you will loose either one.
You can’t have both.

It is very hurting if u loose someone.
Education and love life is a different thing;
Very different.

Make your choice wisely;
Even though it’s going to hurt you so much.

Feeling

2008-12-25T07:30:00.000-08:00

Feeling very hard to understand.
Why people like to hurt others people feeling? Don’t they not how does it’s hurt?
People who experienced it before only how does it’s hurt.

Why people we love like to hurt our feeling?
Don’t they know that they hurt us more then people we just know?

Once your heart is hurt it’s very hard to recover.
It’s take times for it to recover.
Please tell me how to face it?

People

2008-11-25T22:37:00.000-08:00

People,
Very hard to be describe,

People are born with different look, color, religion and background.
People also grown with different fostering,
Some people end up grown with a good life, work, and love.
Some people end up grown with dark life, work, and love.
Some people also end up grown without life.

People comes from different side of the world,
They come to find a place to live and to have a life,
Some people come from country side, some from suburb and some from a very big city
They come to show their cultures, they way they live their life.
That is people they like to show off their standard, but not all of them.

That is people……

One fine day…, SUDDENLY..,,

2008-11-25T21:39:00.000-08:00

It’s really nice day.., we all planning on going out for a dinner to enjoy our night that day.. we’re getting ready to go out.. we meeting at our meeting point and walking in a group to my car..

In the car we’re talking about our study and my plan for my birthday while listening to our favorite radio station.. it was raining and were stuck in the traffic jam.. car moving slowly like a snail. At the same time, it happen that we involve in accident where car hit each other.. it was an Indian guy in that other car.. he was asking for money and we don’t know what to do..

It’s reach till the time I have to call my brother, the only brother I have.. really love him. My brother and him settle the problem and we heading to our destination. We eat and talking about the accident..

Now I’m struggling to find money to repair my car. What a day..

1st entrée

2008-11-17T05:36:00.000-08:00

Well… well… well….
Let see what to write….
Alright, this is my first time writing a blog… as in a blog… hehe…
I’m writing today because I’ve been force by my friend to write a blog. ( can stay in touch with her ) haha.. kidding..
I’m really blur now , don’t know what to write..

Hurm… let see what to write now,
Well how about I write bout myself… ( very common )
As you know, people called me Farrah.. and as my friends always say don’t trust what my face tells you.. haha.. ( you know who I’m talking about )
I’m from Kuantan now I’m study in Taylor’s college. now I’m in second year of diploma, going to grad very soon ( yaay!!! )

Well..,
Over here, I have a friends as in “best” friends hehe… I’ve known her for almost 2 years we’re in the same class and we’re stay in the same house.. everyday see her face, like no other face I can see ( going to missed her a lot though )
Her is Prisillia Tanita or P.T hehe… she’s going to Australia next year and we not going to see each other anymore. ( miss her not now though ) well I’m going to tell you more about her next time.

Erm…
My life is not that empty now, I have a bf a special bf.. I really love him.. ( I know you going to puke ) I’ve been through a lots of things with him ( sad and complicated ) but I still can coupe with it… I will write more about him but not today..